FT ISLAND

I am the narrator and this is just the prologue.

Primadonna

JHANA.
Philippines. Female. Student.
Fan girl. 성 민. Bitch.
I'm a banana rock star and no one can understand me.

Scream!

Goodbye!


. APRIL . ATE ABBEY
. ATE GHEN . ATE IRISH
. ATE YEYE . ATE WENDZ
. BEA . DANICA . EENA
. ELLA . JAM . JAM . KIM
. LISSY . MHAI . MIANN
. MICA . NICA . PPAU
. PUFFY . RACH . REEKA
. STEFI . TENCHI . YANA . YNNA


고맙다!
Do not remove, or i'll tear off your fingernails!
I II III IV IIV
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
And yet again... @ 5:59 PM





If the past is the problem, our future can solve them, baby. :)


I haven't been on my haven for ages for I have been on hiatus for someone knows how long but I'm actually trying to get back on track. I've forgotten some memories that I think were worth sharing and yet my poor brain cells washed them away. So, maybe I should start where I could remember clearly? Yes. I think I should.

I've already enrolled myself - with no help from my parents - last Monday and I am now officially a freshman student at San Pedro College as a BMLS student with the section 1-C and oh lo~ I am proud of me. :)

It was just a few weeks back where I graduated from high school and now... tada! I'm back at stage one... being a freshman. I don't think it's something bad or something of the like but then doesn't it gives you the creeps that once again you are the newbie, the noob, the starter and everyone else can be someone who they want to be. But I do not care - or at least I don't want to care - because over the summer, I've learned one thing, and that's the fact that you can only diminish yourself.

And oh, I miss my friends too. There's a lot of them so I won't try to ennumerate them one by one for it'd take too much time and it's almost six o'clock and you know what that means? American Idol.

Tata, girls (and boys)! :)


Friday, January 23, 2009
Quarter past 11. @ 11:15 PM



Pick a place. I'll be there, I promise.
- The Lake House



I'm going out to have some fun tomorrow - chill out, break free but just within the boundaries. I won't be acting someone whom I'd be ashamed of and I won't say anything I would regret. I will be me and only me and if people won't be able to understand that - then fine. No one is born to please everybody to begin with.

But listen to me and listen to me very well - I'm only human and so are you so before you point you finger at me, make sure you're hands are clean. :)


Thursday, January 01, 2009
iloveyou, bunny. @ 12:00 AM




happy birthday, bunny. :)
24 *korean age* years of living.
i love you sweets!


Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Life couldn't get better. @ 2:11 PM






I'm back to where I belong though my mind still holds a lot of doubts and confusion is still coursing through my veins - I do feel at home. The essence of being bundled up in a warm cozy feeling is something I wouldn't trade no matter what. Yes, I do feel empty but then I've learned that it isn't worth risking what I've been holding onto for almost two years just because of some crappy blog entry.
I love you and I know I'll always do and somehow I'm proud of you. :)

Let the holidays sweep away the feeling of burden and disbelief. I'm happy and I want to make it last because I know you'd find another reason to disappoint me. You always do.


Sunday, August 17, 2008
OH GEEZ! @ 11:19 AM

I’d give you my heart, and let you just hold it.


It's been
how many days since I actually had a worth reading post? How many hours have past since I have been proud of this piece of crap? I can't count it anymore.

Geez, I've been slacking off lately and I can't tell that I'm guilty of such act. I just feel happy, contented and most of all -I feel blessed. I have my friends, I have my family and people who I care most about. They've been therewhen I needed help, they've been there I wanted to shout out all my emotions and my problems. Yes, they've been there and I can prove that they would still be there when I need them.


I can say I miss those days where I wasn't even born to people's eyes. I wasn't being hated for what I'm posting. I wasn't being cursed because of my actions and most of all, I miss those times when people won't stab me in the back because they hate what I believe in. But then, when I look back -I realize that without the challenges I'm facing... I won't meet them.

I'd rather experience thousands of glass shards being shove down my skin that live without them or even pretend not to know them. They've been a big part of who I am now, and I can say that they'd always be a big part of me. Forever and beyond.

I might say good bye to this blog sooner or later (I prefer sooner) but one thing I know is sure, I would never ever say good bye to the people I met down the road because xanga and blogspot (also multiply and friendster).

You, you, you and most of all YOU! :) I THANK ALL OF YOU! For being there for me, for being my friend and for being with me through sunshine and rain. Yes, THANK YOU!



,
vainballerina.



Ppau~ LETS MOVE OUT! NOW! :)) LETS!


Sunday, August 03, 2008
What If? @ 8:18 PM
What if I change my site?

Oh you know, sign up for to a new site, use a new url and pick up a new layout and post new entries.

Don't get me wrong, this (www.vainballerina.blogspot.com) is so important to me but upon reading my past entries. Blaaaah! -__-

Oh the crap! I'll let you know if I ever I'd change my site. :)


Saturday, July 12, 2008
:) @ 2:25 PM

I'm a girl. I'm 16 years old.
I weigh 111 pounds. I'm 5'5''. I wear a size 7 shoe.
I'm falling for the sweetest guy ever, and he doesn't even know how great he is.